10.05.2006

So, law school is already kicking my butt. My first paper, I was pretty confident about, however, when I got my grade back I got a big fat C. So much for writing it ahead of time, rewriting it, and having my mentor looking at it. If you know me, you know how I really freak out about tests or grades. I usually write pretty well and can do it fairly quickly. But lawschool, it's like nothing I've ever done. The writing is so different, grading you start from 0 and work up...it's just bizarre. And it doesn't help that on my first assignment in lawschool that I did horrible.

Not only have I been living and breathing law, but now I even dream about it. That's pretty sad, the other night I had a dream about getting my Torts exam back and getting a 62 percent while everyone else had a 102 that sat by me....yeah I'm a nerd, I can't get away from lawschool even in my sleep. I got the cutest picture of Drewber in his lil Home Depot Apron and put it on my background for my computer, it was refreshing to look at it when I got tired of taking notes in class, or just booting up my computer in the beginning of class. He's my Henry--one of my teacher's nephews that she looks to for balance.

This weekend I plan on working on my next paper, but also relaxing so I do not go crazy before next week. If I can get through next week, I think I'll be okay. Even though, I admit I'm a little freaked out about meeting Jesse's family... I dont know why but I have a fear that they won't like me, I have no reasons for this fear, but that doesn't mean I dont worry. And worry, oh I seem to always find time to worry. Enough negativity for now....tomorrow is all you can eat wings and wedges and beer while it lasts for Phi Alpha Delta's Breast Cancer Research Fundraiser at Buffalo Wild Wings....MMM! I can't wait, maybe this is because it will be the weekend, maybe because I love wings, maybe just because....