Friday, July 28

This week has flown by, we got back on Monday night and it´s already the weekend. OUR LAST WEEKEND IN MONTEVERDE. I had an eventful week. I miss my family more now than I could imagine and am ready to make the journey home...even if it means being in the airport all day and then riding another 3 hours in a car. This week was fun because I cooked dinner at the Hotel on Wednesday night and they liked me so much they were like come back at 6:30 am tomorrow? I jumped at the chance and had a great breakfast of gallo pinto, eggs over easy with ham on top and black coffee... all of which I made!

In case you didn´t hear my sorry excuse for an ex messaged me and got me upset...its been a year since we broke up but he still feels he needs to belittle me and call me and my family names. I dont know why it upset me so much that Wednesday when I got it, but it did and I cried. I cooked at the hotel then went to Zumba dance lessons with everyone but with everything thats happened it wore on my nerves and made me upset. While everyone else went to Moon Shiva, I said by and started walking home. Cameron thought I would get a taxi but when I am upset I like to walk things off...so I bypassed the taxis and kept on my way. Well little did I know, he wouldn´t allow that....well I did know because he never lets me walk alone. But after he kept asking what was wrong and I said I dont want to talk about it I thought he would leave me alone...no such luck. But in the end I am glad he did run after me and walk with me to the institute. I just wanted to have an email from my mommy because she always cheers me up. Instead there was none and Cameron tried. At first it wasn´t working but he made me realize I was playing into Trents hand and I must admit the only reason I was so upset was because he talked about my family. Anywho, we got a ride to my house from his friend...the only other man in town with Dreads. The next morning when I woke up I went to cook and had fun. I got to hold the cutest puppy who was only 3 weeks old....and when I thought about the night before I realized how stupid I had been and that he is stupid and is jealous of something...I have no idea what but everything he wrote made me laugh that next day.


Ok, we have a presentation today so I must get ready. I wore my polo green button up today and everyone was like where do your new clothes come from? I swear they say that about everythign I wear even when I wear it numerous times....I wonder what they would think if they saw me at home in my element.....